CANCER: Emotions.........

Listening to and singing along with Christian music really takes me to a higher place. Sometimes, I like to just listen with my eyes closed, arms open raised to God, and allow the blessings to shower over me and fill me with His wondrous hope and presence. 

Cancer is real and emotions are real. Our emotions, given to us by God....our Holy Creator, by no means lesson our faith and trust in Him. They are our way...that He gave us....to express openly our hurt, pain, and disappointment. Pain, sorrow, heartbreak, illness, and disappointments are REAL! 

 We can shed tears and our emotions can run the gamut; however, they do not define who we are in Him. Our emotions are a part of our DNA; however, our faith-filled hope and trust in the unseen and unknown is only because of a supernatural, loving faith we have in the One Who gave us life and Who died to give us eternal life. 

 In the Mighty Name of Jesus, I am being healed. Amen! † 
"Let God transform you into a new person by changing the way you think." - Romans 12:2



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